Eight Lives Left

LotRO plays wonderfully on the new laptop but I’m too fucking depressed to enjoy it much. Not even killing barrow wights made me feel better, and usually I find hack’n’slash to be therapeutic, or at least distracting.

Oh well, so it goes. Ups and downs. Just in a down point right now. It’ll ease up; it always does.

I should have kept my mouth shut.

I just want to stop being pushed. I’m doing the best I can. We’re doing the best we can. Everyone’s doing the best they can, everywhere, in the whole wide world.